fuck you lucy

she said that she still wants a friendship
she cant live her life without me as a friend
i cant figure out why i'd give a damn to what she wants
i don't understand the now before the then

most of this garbage i write
that these people seem to like
is about you
and how i let you infect my life
and if they got to know you
i doubt that they would see it
they'd wonder what i showed you
how you could leave it
a friend in chicago said that i should stay persistant
if i stay around, i'm bound to break resistance
fuck you lucy for defining my existence
fuck you and your differences

ever since i was a young lad
with a part time dad
it was hard to find happiness inside of what i had
i studied my mother
i digested her pain
and vowed no woman on my path would have to walk the same
travel like sound across the fate ladder
i travel with spoon to mix this cake batter
and i travel with feels so i can deal with touch
its like that
thank you very much
fuck you very much

yes
yes it is

and everyone in his life would mistake it as love
everyone in his life would mistake it as love
everyone in his life would mistake it as love

yes
yes it is

and everyone in his life would mistake it as love
everyone in his life would mistake it as love
everyone in his life would mistake it as love

fuck the what happend
i got stuck
they can peel pieces of me off the grill of her truck
used to walk with luck
used to hold her hand
fell behind and played the role of a slower man
i wanna stand on top of this mountain and yell
i wanna wake up and break up this lake of hell
i feel like a bitch for letting the sheet twist me up
the last star fighter is wounded time to give it up
on a pick it up mission
kept it bitter
getting in a million memories just to forget her
the difficulty in keeping emotions controlled
cookies for the road
took me by the soul
hunger for the drama
hunger for the nurture
gonna take it further
the hurt feels like murder
interperate
the eyes
read the lines on her face
the sunshine is fake
how much time did i waste?
fuck you lucy for leaving me
fuck you lucy for not needin me
i wanna say fuck you
because i still love you
no, i'm not ok
and i don't know what to do

yes
yes it is

and everyone in his life would mistake it as love
everyone in his life would mistake it as love
everyone in his life would mistake it as love

yes
yes it is
and everyone in his life would mistake it as love
everyone in his life would mistake it as love
everyone in his life would mistake it as love

do i sound mad?
well i guess i'm a little pissed
every action has a point
five points make a fist
you close em
you swing em
it hurt when it hits
and the truth can be a bitch
but if the boot fits
i got an idea
you should get a tattoo that says warning
that's all, just a warning
so the potential victim
can take a left and safe breath
and avoid you
sober and upset in the morning
i wanna scream fuck you lucy
but the problem is i love you lucy
so instead
i'm gonna finish my drink,and have another
while you think about how you used to be my lover
(fuck you)

yes
yes it is

and everyone in his life would mistake it as love
everyone in his life would mistake it as love
everyone in his life would mistake it as love

yes
yes it is

and everyone in his life would mistake it as love
everyone in his life would mistake it as love
everyone in his life would mistake it as love

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